So yesterday it was my birthday.
20 years…I can’t really believe this…I still feel like I’m 16…
Anyway my dad and my boyfriend prepared with the NGO i run a surprise party and it was very awesome and I had such a great time!
I feel better as i recieved lots of love and everyone who wrote me happy bday wished me luck to fulfill my dreams ^_^
I had this disscution with my dad a few days ago and he explained to me that I tend to see only in the future…where i want to be and how long i have to go to reach it…and I forget the past…and forget where I was and where I am now…all the progress and the work i put in all i’ve done…
And he’s right…i only prepared seriously for like 3 and a half months and i still have 3 and a half months to go…so i’m still halfway to my journey and I’ve come this far…and I will manage to do so much more 🙂
My dad is my hero really…I’m so lucky he is alive and here with me ♡
And after all…i’m only 20…I have all my life ahead…if medschool isn’t for me…I’ll find something to do with my life… but until that…i have to have hope and to work hard 🙂