Soo…it’s been a pretty hard time for me…
My workout is weak and i get muscle pain and it gets so frustrating
And recently i found out that the military admission test has changed and i have to run 2 kilometers in 9 minute and a half…i can’t even run them in 10 minutes how it was before it changed….all i can do right now is 12 minutes…
I feel so down…in april i will have the admission and in still can’t run that fast…
I fell like i will never make it…
I know i have to stay strong and work more and more….but everyday i feel more close to the exam and i feel more and more unprepared….
I need to believe in myself but i just can’t right now….
I’m scared…and it’s just so hard…the training and learning and the routine….and i feel alone …because even though i have people around me…i feel they don’t really know my pain…
It’s so much pressure upom me because all my future depends on how i do now…and it just scares me…
I want to be a kid again and not have to think about future…why did i had to grow up ?? I was just fine as a kid…
I’ve been nominated for this blogger recognition award by Fed He is such an amazing person and I’m so happy I get to read about his life 🙂
Thank you so much for nominating me for this !
- Write a post to show your award.
- Thank the blogger(s) who nominated you and share the link to their blog.
- Give a brief story of how your blog got started.
- Give two pieces of advice to new bloggers.
- Nominate 15 bloggers of your choice for the award.
- Comment on each blog to let them know that you’ve nominated them and provide a link to your post.
How Pieces of me started
Well i guess even the title says it all…I started it as a diary like blog in wich I can post things about my life as a 19 years old…about my thoughts and dreams 🙂
I know writing down thoughts is really healthy so I try to stick to it but I post rarely so i guess I might post more tho
I’m still new around here as i have this blog for like 6 months but haven’t post so much…so yeah 🙂
Advice to new bloggers
Well first of all I think it’s important to be active in the comunnity…to follow many blogs you enjoy and read them most of the time and give likes and comments when you feel like it. This will make you feel like a part of their life/journey and I think it’s a wonderfull feeling.
A second advice will be to download the wordpress app and write everytime you feel the need to, because if you don’t do it right away then you’re thoughts and ideeas will fly away and it’s a shame that they didn’t got written down.
And never think that what you write is not worth to post. I promise it is!
15 blogs nominated by me
I’m so very shy about this but i’ll give it a try. So here are some random blogs i follow..it was too hard to choose so i picked kind of random..
I know i am an introvert person but still…i struggle to spend time with people. They always get me feeling tired and at some point i want to just run away from them and be alone. But the paradox is that i don’t like feeling lonely. It’s just that people suffocate me.
That’s why i don’t have close friends…i can’t keep up with more than 1 friendship…it’s exhausting…
So that was the way i lived my life until now…socially awkward…staying away from people and at the same time crying because i’m not social and i don’t have friends…
Will i ever get over this? I mean i don’t mind it right now..cuz i have my boyfriend that is supportive and respects my space and knows how i feel and understands me…but honestly if i were him i wouldnt understant me. So i could just live my life with him and be okay i don’t need more interaction…but it still makes me feel like i have a problem..
I’m so confused…